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This shits getting me upset, cant sleep cause of the incession. Happy with a couple aspects though, my fingers hurttttttttttt. picked up jasmine today, shes so smooth sounding. second thing less than a week we will be in kansas for christmas. it bothers me though that, the only gift we can bring is ourselfs.
i am so restless, cant do anything but walk, and with the cold air that make asthma worse. its a sad day though i really found out my true friends during this trip through my head. and whats shocking they r younger than me.

Music wise jasmine has become my friend, my drill instructor making me wanna go til i cant move my hands.
thanks to my mom started reading a new book about roger staubauch. very good but like with the computer i cant hold it up or my head long enough before shoulders and incession start hurting.
LIFE WISE im trying not to eat bad food, but not watching quanity, cause having a sorta last run, cause as soon as these stitches come out its a whole different ball game. friend sent me a text about new heavy weight hes lifting, made me jealous he could be at gym to do this.
things changing next year will be me, guitar playing just need a friend who has time to jam, not charge me my first child and wont get frustrated.

live,laugh, love and smile

david dekle