long frusraiting productive day

Well had a first visit with surgeron  at UT SOUTHWEST. Dr. Bruce Micky dont wish this issues on anyone. but if you every have this issue this is the man to see. He is one of the most patient  friendly dr. i know.
Well the bad parts of today, went to this appointment thinking that he had everything(no one every told me different). so when we finally get in cause he had surgery. he does all of the standerd test, for balance and so on then he tells me that he can only go over the report with me since the films didnt get sent. so as frustraited as i was this was a big blow. so he  goes over the report, tells me to start slowly droping of the meds. cause they will end up doing more damage then good.  tells me that the tumor is 6cm long(thats almost 2.5 inch). big he did say that the surgery has to happen but is not as urgent as the waco dr. say. cause you look at one fact if you take something as big as 6cm and throw it in your head your going to be sick. so it has to be slow growing or i would be sicker than i am.

so he released me back to work, and driving. now tomorrow is going to be really busy. got get those scans to him, deal with short term insurance people. 
Back to the gym tomorrow, want to spend like 4 hours there, take my time.
did get to have dinner with some very special friends that moved from kansas, we lost touch for awhile but am so glad we got in contact.  BY THE WAY GREAT DINNER KATHY.

Long ride home tonight. Damn MEagans a trooper,wish she could open up about what shes going through.
shes trying to be strong, but makes me feel better if i knew she was worried to.
I really dont know where i would be with out her, when she came into my life i never thought i could love someone this much.  shes been through alot with me. and i pray that it never but if this kind of things start happening to her i hope i can be half as strong as shes being now. guess that comes from her mother, besides my mom< Doni Connor is one of the strongest women i know. for one big reason, have seen alot of stuff happen to her, but have never seen her give on anything.
and another good point she loves me even though i took her baby 8 hours away.
Well going to run for now.

Thanks to all for prayers and support,we are at least to basicly set the surgery time. i should here from him by friday, then have more of a positive plan.


SMILE, LIVE, LAUGH AND LOVE

Bleased be to all

DAvid